get inside my head

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 16:32:47 GMT

hey yall. im making a new livejournal. if you want to know what it is ask me...

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 01:51:45 GMT

guess what my sister is behind me and watching me type this so its not going to be a surprise to her when she does read it. to bad shes.... a fffffffidiot. inside joke... I've had a really good time lately. nothing at all has gone wrong and jordans kewl word..."fffffffidiot" made my life even better. but im really happy because of this guy who i like alot. his name is justin. ive konwn him since last year and i like him alot. hes so sweet and i haven't felt this way about a guy for a long time. It's been since last year when i dated jake. anyways. i gtg sis is being a ffffffggggidiottttttt!!
**hugsss & kisses**
tara:)
ps i miss you all tons and i cant wait til i see you again!!

im sad

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 01:51:50 GMT

ok ivecome to a conclusion... i hate hunter and i like justin... hes awesome and i love him tons... but hunter just pissed me off. i used to like him alot like a bf but lately we've been just good friends and he just like blocked me and stuff. i was like talking to him and he was like and i the only one you purposely bug and i was like i was just talking to you and he was like bull shit and i was like what did i do to piss you off and he goes. youre pbsessed with me and i know it and youve been taht way since you met him. guess what we were talkinga bout befor that. how like justin and kenny. how gay. idec. anyways how are all of you. i love you all but i got to go. sorry <3's to yalls
<3<3,
tara

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 00:00:43 GMT

Be happy while you're living, for you're a long time dead.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 23:50:09 GMT

oh my god. i bet no one will read this

love you,
tara

P.S. BETHANY STILL LIKES TIA AND SHE SAID THAT SHE IS HER "SECOND HALF" AND THAT SHE "MAKES HER COMPLETE" *LAUGHING* AND I THINK IM DONE WITH HER!!!

la la la

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 17:52:56 GMT

whoot whoot im really hyper. i love ice cream. that was really random!!! expecially because i haven't had ice cream in a long time.

hmmmm. im hyper. omg
did you knwo that 126 people die a year from choking on ball point pens.. ha ha thats funny. maybe you shouldn't chew on them you idiots. the next time you chew on a ball point pen think about that bitches and hos!!!.

hmmm. i love you all!!! ummmm. I LOVE BETHANY. shut up tia and brittany and jordan. i dont care what you say so there. muahhahaha hehe

im so fucking bored i think that im gunna go talk to SEXIIIIIIIIIII hunter. hehe. i love hunter too!! hehe. ok buh bye all
love you, tara

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 14:13:25 GMT

hey hey, Im really really bored!!! Im at my cousins house and I want to go online and talk to all my friends... I miss you Tia!!! I miss you B-ritt!!! I miss you scotty!!! ahhh I miss you all... lol And by the way my last entry disregard it I was just being a bitch!!! lol. I was in a really really bad mood and i was super sad. so i met this uber kewl guy named ben... hes really sweet and layed back... I love him... ne i dont that was a lie i just like him for now. anyways i talked to him for like 3 hours last night and when i got og the phone with him i was forced to cause chriss told me that it was to late to be on the phone!! lol it sucked. I wish i was at my house so i coulda talked to him for longer. but we... you guys all need to meet him reallyu bad but i dont think you will. I love tenatious D... lol they are gr8. I know that i cant spell for shit but dont make fun of me

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 22:03:48 GMT

im a stupid bitch and you all hate me!!! i hate you all more though
dont even try that
i hate you
you suck!!!
Dont fucking talk to me anymore
remember i hate you!!!

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 12:29:33 GMT

I am in love... i am in love... love love love love... anyways i got to go i love you all but i am not in love with you... i love someone else
<3<3,
Tara

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:45:02 GMT

I HATE ALL OF YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKERS

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:25:08 GMT

Rafting down the river and almost dying:35$
Eating dinner at dairy queen:27$
Grandma fighting the tree creatures and jumping into the water:priceless

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 18:14:03 GMT

hello my little homies. Im at my grammas house and its been tons of fun. I went to fun land yesterday and we went bumperboating (went in a boat and splashed people with the water)... it was fun. before that i woke up at fricken 8:00 it sucked then i went to Arnies and made t-shirts. then we rentied wideos and we havent watched them yetj... we got "the forgotten" and "spanglish". I love scott he is my favorite person ever but he doesnt like me :( lol jk... anyways Ive been listening to "artist in the ambulance" alot and its starting to get annoying but i like it alot... thrice rocks my socks!!! anyways i gots to go i love you all
Tara

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 22:42:32 GMT

Hey you guys how are you all i havent spent alot of time on my livejournal lately but now i am...i like to talk on here... I'm mad at scotty he wont talk to me!!! argh... lol anyways i love you all and i want to talk to you all individualy but you all dont care ::tears:: i love scott but my annoyance for him right now is far beyond my love... lol i love you scottay even though "youre not involved with lj anymore" and you dont care about us ::tears:: lol anyways... jordan is all into seth... "i like him soo much" "he is so much differnt from other guys" lol its cute yet funny... anyways i gots to go but i love you all

love,
memememememe

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 20:28:27 GMT

today we went to the mall and got sstuck behind a tractor on the road and lost on the way to pock up the pizza
fun fun but gtg
love you all

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 13:12:15 GMT

Today Im going to go to the mall with my gramma and sister... this morning my sister goes... "today Im going to go to the mall with my gramma and a prep thats gunna be tons of fun"... it was very very mean!!! but i got ot go my grammas here so i gots to go... i love you all (and nick)
Tara

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 13:19:19 GMT

studying stones

i am out here studying stones
trying to learn to be less alive
using all of my will
to keep very still
still even on the inside
i've cut all of the pertinent wires
so my eyes can't make that connection
i am holding my breath
i am feigning my death
when i'm looking in your direction

'course numb is an old hat
old as my oldest memories
see that one's my mother
and that one's my father
and that one in the hat, that's me
it's a skill i'd hoped to abandon
when i got out on the open road
but any more pent up emotion
and i think i'm gonna explode

there's never been an endeavor so strange
as trying to slow the blood in my veins
to keep my face blank
as a stone that just sank
until not a ripple remains
i am high above the tree line
sitting cross legged on the ground
when all of the forbidden fruit has fallen and rotted
that's when i'm gonna come down

'course numb is an old hat
old as my oldest memories
see that one's my mother
and that one's my father
and that one in the hat, that's me
it's a skill i'd hoped to abandon
when i got out on the open road
but any more pent up emotion
and i think i'm gonna explode

WORDS AND MUSIC BY ANI DIFRANCO

Ani Difranco is the best artist ever... you all should listen to her music

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 15:24:56 GMT

hey you guys... been a while sorry. its not like anyone comments anyways you all hate me... and i hate you... anyways i have been at my g-mas house for the last ummm 3 days so i havent been able to go online *tears* so i love nick... i miss nick i want to see nick right now... lol funny funny but i'm serious... anywho i gots to go but i love you all
love
Tara

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 22:54:17 GMT

hey everyone, sorry that i havn't updated in a long time... I've been busy... really busy... so what have you all been up to??? i have done alot... i went to my cousins house and met a bunch of kewl people... I got to talk to this guy michsel who i used to like and then i quit liking him because he didn't pick up the phone and then I started liking him again when i called him today... lol my sister hates him!!!anyways when i was at my cousins house i went to a soft ball game but i had to leave before it ended... the players did to... because it was about to storm seriously and then there was a tornado alert but it didnt storm on her side of town luckily... lol anyways I am in a chipper mood right now I dont know why but If i could explain it I would maybe its because i got to talk to michael again idk anyways i got to go but I love you all... hey I want comments... alot idk why more reasom to get on i guess... lol

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 23:20:51 GMT

i haven't updated in a long time... I'm updating... lol

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 01:34:41 GMT

I haven't done much... i went to my friend aprils house and got to have fun... wink wink... jordan knows... lol anyways... i had fun for three days and now i am back home and... bored... tear... well anyways... i am going to go... i am doing the dots to bug my sister...
love always...
...tara...

I am a loser

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 22:37:42 GMT

this is the fourth time tonite that I have said that... anyways... all day I've had "yesterdays feelings" (the used) stuck in my head. Today my sister got put in charge and got to boss me and my mom and my friend around... it wasn't fair!!!!!!! anyways I still had fun. We went to the pool at my mom's boyfriends, Marks, house and swam. Then I had to pay for the pizza under my sisters rule, and I had to do everything that she said. It sucked but I have to go it's time to leave ask my sister... lol.